♥ Welfare Outing Sept - Adecco

Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 9/28/2008 01:39:00 PM

Finally.... Another week passes by.. quite quickly I must say.. Cos this Monday I'll be moving to Tampines Branch already.. No more Yan Qing, Eileen and Lynn for lunch le.. And the food at Tanjong Pagar are nice and cheap! They have lots of yummy muffins too!! hee.


It's not any fantastic week for me.. There were many problems which I have to handle and face it bravely. No one there to listen, no one whom I dare to share with... Just me, myself and I.. Anyway, no one can understand my feeling, cos sometimes, I also don't know what I'm doing and what I really want. I always wished a simple smile can erase all my problems and I can forget about it. But, it's difficult. I always tell myself to move on and not cry when something just hit me straight at my heart.. Just give it a smile and move on, don't ever think back or reflect on it cos tears will just stream down.. I have this habit, which is, I won't turn back and look at him whenever we said goodbye. Cos i don't like to see him walking away from me, neither do i like to see his back when i noe he won't turn back for me till the next time we meet... So, what's the point of turning back to see him for another glance.. It just hurts..


For all this while, I've never turn back after we waved goodbye. I always have the hope that he'll come chasing after me. But i'll still keep telling myself, "Aiyah, it's impossible. Don't demand and think so much. Just walk on. My eyes are placed in front and not at the back, so I'll look forward and not turn my head around to take a glance.." I've never told anyone this before. Not even him, for like how many years already.


Friday I went to my company's welfare outing at Chinatown's KTV. It was quite fun. Sang a few songs only. Cos i'm quite a shy person. Iceman said so too. But he said he managed to break my ice. Boss chatted with me about my work and my performance. I felt happy when they were satisfied with my performance. Got a sense of satisfaction and achievement. I'll continue to do my very best de!! =D . I wanna do well for this Internship. Hee. Xiao Ran said that Boss favours me. Hee. She's trying to recruit me after I graduate. Hehe. I agreed to it, cos she's handling a very good and strong team.

1.) Ethan, Samuel, ME, Amanda & Bruce
2.) Jaren a.k.a Iceman, ME & Boss.

1.) Ethan, Samuel, ME & Amanda
2.) ME & Boss.

P.S: Dad sprained his ankle, and will be home for 12days. Heartpain to see him in great pain. Now his leg is in a cast, and using crutches to move around. Very sad. Pity him a lot. :(

Nothing goes smooth for me.... Let's not meet so often.. I don't want it either.. hmm, since I won't be meeting you often. Till the next time we meet, you take care... I can't msg as and when I like already.. Gotta focus on my work already.. You gotta really take care..