valley of dreams.

i keep on wandering in the valley of dreams ..

The Sweet Lover

Magdalena Ho Shi Yun
20th May 1988
21
TP - HR & Tourism (Business)
it's all about you honey bunny.

Wishes Came True....
-Gucci Wallet
-Gucci Joy Medium Tote Bag
-Ralph Lauren L/S Shirts
-Ralph Lauren Polo Big Horse
-Kate Spade Tote Bag
-Kate Spade Accessories Pouch
-Black Agnes b. Bag
-Purple Chiffon Ruffles Top
-Vintage Polka Dots Dress
-Bronze Flats
-Leopardize Chiffon Top
-Body Shop Fruity Lotions
-White & Navy Blue Intimates
-Longchamp Bag
-UniQlo Spags

More Wishes....
-Black Agnes b. T-Shirt
-~~White Boxershorts~~
-More Dresses
-More Tops

Things To Do...
-Mani&Pedi 10/06
-Make Appt for Waxing
-Eyebrow Trimming
-Make Appt for Facial
-Continue Learning Driving
-~~Continue Learning Piano~~
-Find Part-Time Job
-~~Perm Hair & Treatment~~
-Dye Hair to Natural Colour
-Attend "Studying in Aust" Talk, 30/05

Speak to my heart

Talk to me, Folks. :D

My Valley of Friends

Joseph <33 ---TP
Roxanne <33 ---Laolao's
Caralene <33 ---Sister
Simon <33 ---Ex-DQPS
Sheena <33 ---TP
Fiona <33 ---5B
Serene <33 ---TP
Belinda <33 ---Ex-CVSS
Shuikim <33 ---Ex-CVSS
Eliza <33 ---5B
Qiyou <33 ---5B
Shu Xian <33 ---5B
Qian Ling <33 ---5B
Yawen <33 ---Ex-CVSS
Derek <33 ---5B
Melvin Sng <33 ---TP
Darren Lee <33 ---1B10
Juliana <33 ---1B10
Yane <33 ---1B10
Puisauw <33 ---1B10
Huiwah <33 ---1B10
Faezah <33 ---1B10
Patrina <33 ---1B10
shawna <33 ---TP
Ee Lin <33 ---1B10
Kaly Foo <33 ---Ex-CVSS
Xinyi <33 ---Ex-DQPS
QianLing <33 ---5B
Xinyu <33 ---5B
JunLi <33 ---5B
Woon Cheng <33 ---TP
Salena <33 ---Ex-CVSS
Yan Qing <33 ---TP
Cheryl <33 ---TP
Eileen <33 ---TP-CStar!
Ban Mian Club <33 ---TP-Ban Mian Group
Xiao Ran <33 ---TP

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stored memories

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credits

Designer: Siti :D
Inspiration: %PURPUR.black-
Image Icons: Deviantart

♥ critical!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 7/17/2007 11:30:00 PM

oh my! oh my!
I'm in critical condition.
Can't hold on any longer.

Gastric is killing me.
Losing my appetite day by day.
But that's good, cos it aids in slimming.
Haa.
Work has been tiring, making me late for classes the next day.
Studies had been neglected due to work.
Poor time management, i guess.

Have not been feeling good and well the past few days.
Colleagues saw it and ask me what happen.
But i refused to tell.
Merely mentioned that i drank alot of water the night before,
that's why my eyes are puffy.
Behind the smiles of me, might not be what you see and think.
Like tears, might not be sadness.
They could be tears of joy.
Are there smiles of sorrows?
I guess there are,
when one gotta force a smile even though their heart is crying badly?
Isn't that smiles of sorrows?

Have you ever find yourself crying, in a crowded place where everyone is smiling and laughing?

The thought of letting go everything is subsided by happy memories.
Happy memories which i cherish.
But what about bad ones which are etched deeply in me,
even to the point of dimming my happiness.
I've given my all.
I hope you appreciate it,
or at least realise and received it.
~~*smiles*~~
I've been drained and wringed dry.
Or you still want me to give some more?

Watched Transformers! Finally!
Nice show. I enjoyed it. I love it.
The cars are cool. I wish to own one.
The girl is HOT HOT HOT too. seriously.
She has the figure that all girls would die for.
Rating: 4/5
I don't mind watching it again. =)
Went home alone.
I know I'm stupid, always stupid.
Nothing seems good about me.
I've nothing but negative points, ok?
Don't have to repeat so many times.
It's registered in my mind.
I just feel so negative about myself now.
I used to tell myself and others to,
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.
But now, i hardly used this phrase.
Cos i don't see any positive side of me.
Falling into depression?
I hope i have amnesia. or STM.
That'll be great.
Then, I'll be able to start each day on a happy and new note.

Quarrelled with neighbours.
About something very lame.
But i kaypo abit, wanting to know what happen.
And i was all ready to pull punches at them.
Haa.
Wanted to vent my anger at them.
Make them my punching bag! Haa.
Good idea huh?

oh well,
loads of things are still undone.
I got to start touching them.
Before they reach the deadline.
French, Japanese, MBS, HRM projects.
Still not completed!
I'm really in deep shit.
French is completely UNTOUCHED.
My gosh.
Move on man, Mag. Stop daydreaming. Don't get bothered by other nonsense.
Let it be. Cos i know i don't have what it takes.
So i can only see it from afar, and blame everything on me.

Life is not that easy afterall. Cos you fall hard and will suffer pain even after you're up on your feet. Don't ever live a negative life, learn to love yourself, don't be put down.

signing off....