♥ confused and stressed

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 5/02/2007 05:14:00 PM

confused.
really confused.


alrites, many things happen. the good as well as the bad, but i've yet learn to let go of the bad. ah! teach me how to let it go. i have to let it go. no use holding it and let it keep hurting me. it sucks! totally sucks! i dowan it to take control of my life. i jus couldn't start thinking which makes me become teary teary. sigh.

enjoyed myself with him at Melvin's birthday party. reached home around 4plus. slept till 9am and woke up. i tot drinking alcohol will make one slp well? why huh? haa. in addition, i had a very bad dream. a super unpleasant dream. you all wouldn't wanna hear it as well. it's filled with disappointment and sorrows. i can't imagine if dat would ever happen. oh dream, pls shun from me.. don't disturb my happiness.

alright, shall talk about today.. Today.. hee. i oso dunno what to say. as usual, went to school. he didnt turn up to buy notes with me. so i went alone, got everything and went to the LT. After French and Jap lect i tagged along with him to Lab to do some notices. after that i went to class. and then came my problems. argh. i'm so sick of it.

I dunno wad to do. seriously. sigh. i wish i can spill everything to someone and not keep it to myself anymore. or a shoulder to cry on, which will be better.


Loves,
magdalena