♥ sigh
Saturday, October 28, 2006 @ 10/28/2006 08:06:00 PM
i'm back.
and, yes. i'm really back.
had not beem updating my blog recently.
many things happened,
be it sadness or happiness.
at least, God gave me happiness in da midst of sadness.
sheena babe,
you're one person i'm really so glad to have.
thanks for ur advices
and encouragement dat gives me STRENGTH!
YES!
Hehe..
I'm sure u're not feeling dat good too,
i saw ur msn nick.
i hope u'll feel better.
JIA YOU, stay strong, pretty n sexy!
i love ur figure lahs~
keke.
oh yah, dun be envious of me le,
wad u see may not be wad u get.
now u noe le ma?
Life, afterall, isn't dat simple.
it's hard to live a simple life.
Everybody yearns for it
but look,
how many of us leads a simple life?
a few, i'm sure.
my boyfriend...
romantic?
caring?
soft to gf?
a lil of each of these characteristic, i guess.
i suppose it's cos',
we've been together for quite some time.
and guys being guys do get bored, you see.
Whereas, girls, are so faithful....
dat we make them feel so confident of themself,
allowing them to bother less abt us.
As i was reflecting abt my r/s,
stoning and day-dreaming.
i found out dat,
guys are onli romantic n caring,
during...
COURTSHIP!
after they've gotten u.
hell to ya, babe.
k lah, dun be so mean..
mayb a few months of romance.
dat's all.
(there r some exceptional guys. not all la huh.)
those exceptional guys are probably close to
EXTINCTION!
grab them while u can. lol.
oh wells,
i guess i'm a strong-willed girl.
who doesn't give up easily,
tho' everything seems to be collapsing.
after all this thinking and reflecting.
i've made up my mind....,
i'll not get so uptight over him,
i'll not be so worry abt him,
LET LOOSE OF HIM! (my greatest weakness)
don't be an attitude girl,
don't show my stunts and patterns.
...
abit hard to achieve all this.
but, i gotta try my best so our r/s will last.
sigh.
i can't believe i gotta change myself jus to be in love.
a saying says, "i love u for who u r.."
i doubt this saying.
somehow, i feel smth is lacking.
make me feel so empty.
something is pulling my smile down.
i may smile,
but something always bother me,
making me moody n sad.
da feeling sucks.
shouldn't we have a cool-down break,
den start afresh agn.
it's bothering me.
i loathe it. seriously.
yes, i've attitude!
yes, i've lotsa stunts & patterns!
yes, i'm unreasonable!
yes, i can't hold a candle to other girls.
yes, i don't have figure & looks.
yes, i'm irritating....
no, i'm really not a good gf, afterall.
.inferiority.
enough of it.
from today, i'm a changed mag.
no longer a girl who will gt so worried and uptight.
I'LL LET LOOSE OF HIM!!
YES, I WILL.
YES, I MUST!
Jus believe that each of us need some personal space.
and personal time.
with this, i believe i'll make it.
a kinda long post huh?
well, it's cos i've not been updating.
and my heart is filled with tings dat i wanna note down
and share with my frens.
but for now,
it's time for me to rest le.
i wanna enjoy my life too!
live life to the fullest.
=)
i'm ending it with a smile oh. keke.
♥ im jus lazy!
Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 10/12/2006 12:16:00 PM
sorry guys
was working last week.
so didnt have any spare time to blog.
Tom Bah Ling, alrite.
here i am, blogging.
hee.
I'm hired by Adidas.
YES!
hurhur.
Last Fri nite, went to Genting Highlands.
before dat, met hubby for a short while.
cuz we jus miss each other badly.
n he msg me: "...work till 6pm if u can, then give me two hours to see u b4 u leave..."
so
gan-dong can. was touched to tears.
It's so cold high up in Genting, BUT,
it's FUN!
Took lotsa rollercoaster.
but, didnt SHOP at all.
i didnt get my desired jeans. :(
i regret it.
came back,
meet up with hubby on monday.
went to watch his match against Republic Poly.
and, yes! Temasek won.
Temasek netball oso won ITE & NYP.
So far, Temasek's the
UNBEATABLES.
esp. the basketball team.
Hubby's 3-points against RP was sharp, accurate, NICE and many.
Hubby
i love you!lol.
Tuesday; 10/10/06.
we went out to celebrate our 31mths together, in advance.
walked at Vivo city, it's big!
another shopping spot.
dardar bought me a shirt at Forever 21.
its prints read: I LOVE my BOYFRIEND
lol. cute yea? :)
this shall be my 31mths gift from him. thanks baby.
love it alot.
next month u'll get ur Stussy shirt from me.
look out for nice ones, alrite?
hee.
We hit town.
snap lotsa pics.
nice ones.
indeed, we got da
fu-qi lian.
lol.
headed
Sakura for our buffet dinner.
ate ALOT!
gained ALOT too :p
we walked in energetically.
we walked out bloated and lethargic.
ate till we're on the verge of puking. Yikes!
darl n i played "5-10", i lost at da showhand round.
where i gotta eat like 5 mini eclaires. that's
crazylol.
bus-ed home. legs are aching cuz of the heels.
*ouch*ytd hubby came to my house to meet me.
cuz actually wanted to go to UOB bank. but it's closed.
too bad.
we took bus to Toa Payoh.
Bought panadol.
da cramps are killing me.
save me, darling!
after dat. bought a blouse at Gio.
kinda nice.
den we went to develop our fotos. SO NICE! love it!
gotta wait for 1/2 an hour.
hubby's gettin' impatient.
he's afraid that he'll be late and get a dressing-down from his coach.
but, Heaven's on our side.
We made it. and we made it
earlier than them!
lol.
TP vs. SP
TP won.
Hubby won the Oscar Awards.
*oou-hh!* lol.
so fakedear joel's admitted to KK hospi. sigh.
doc said he has lung infection. fever: 39degree. poor brudder.
boy and i followed TP's bus to tamp den actually wanted to take 8 home.
but, boy said that the guy who's also waiting for 8, is
crazy!den my guts starts to shake.
i became so scared.
darling was so worry abt me. kept pulling me back.
he's concern touched my hart :)
i love him, dearlywe ended up taking cab home.
sorry, to let u waste such unnecessary money.
both of us reached home safe and sound.
we slept at 2am.
meeting hubby later for our Changi Village meal. YEAH!
he had me waiting for so long. arghh. :p
but before dat, we're going down to KK Hospi. to visit joel.
stupid piano tuition, make our time neither here nor there.
but, i'm sure. we'll plan it well with God's will to help us.
excited for Changi Village dinner!
off to practice my piano, b4 i get scolding for making errors later on. bye.
u'll gotta wait for another long week b4 i find time to update.
cos im working on sat and sun and Harbourfront Vivo City, Adidas.
Darling's going to guangxi's birthday party on sat.
a lil' worry, yah. but, still, i've got trust in him.
jus dun
drink so much k? *promise? i love u!
-magdalena
