♥ happy or not happy?

Tuesday, July 18, 2006 @ 7/18/2006 12:29:00 AM

today dad fetched me to school so i left hm late, but i woke up so early lah. wast my time eating. lol.

met up with hubby for lunch den we slacked together till trng starts. hee.
he waited for me at school library till i finish discussing POM proj.
went to Library's Podium to find him. borrowed his POM to analyze some stuffs regarding my proj.
den..... so unluckily, i turned to a page where there's a girl handwriting lahs! wad da... was so sad. omost cry. but told myself to be strong. keke.

it wrote: "Moonlight @ Mr Wong's house, 10th June. Go Go Go!" (something lidat lor..)

*cries*

den he wanted to take da book from me to tear the part where dat girl wrote on. but in my heart i felt dat it's useless lah, cos i've oready read it. i saw it n i even rmb-ed it. it pierced rite thru my heart. den i refuse to give da book to him n i refuse to give him the ruler to tear the part. he became a lil unhappy bah or mayb pissed. hee. den i jus forget it lor.. passed da book n file den packed my tings n ready to leave the library le. den i jus pretend not to see dat he's tearing the part where da girl wrote. lol. quite touched when he tore it. but oso abit bad lah.. like im being so possessive of him.. but he's mine mah.. lol..

we walked out together. heading towards the coffeeshop opp. school.. was very moody n sad lor. saw sheena!! was happy to see her.. gave her a sad face n she noes smth is wrong le. so cute sia she.. understand me so much. hee. hubby n i while walking out become happy le. i guess, it's up to me if i wanna make it happy or not de.. hee. heng i tell myself not to be so petty over such issue.. if not till now oso wun hao de.. keke. i'm happy dat i was da one hu make da mood happy de. cos i play play n make fun of him.. den we became joyful le.. i tried piggyback-ing him a lil. so fun..

-CLIMAX-

he told me dat i must trust him. was a lil hesitent to believe wad he said. den i said, promised ok? den we hooked lil fingers, stamp our thumbs and sealed it with hugs n kisses. =)) a sense of assurance n i felt secured. reali secured. dat's y aft dat i was so happy. keke. but last time he oso lidat sae dis to me b4, in di end oso *uh-hem*... sigh..
heck care lah,be optimistic n dun oways brood over past unhappines. hee.

I HAVE MY IPOD NANO ALREADY!!!