♥ ='(
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 @ 7/18/2006 11:49:00 PM
ohwells.
problems.... hate it..
why does problems love me so much?
='(
m i so sensitive?
im jus feeling so insecured, making me afraid..
dat's y will be sensitive to such tings mah.
in future, should i jus ignore it?
ignore everything?
*confused*
i hate to face with such situations,
where der isn't right or wrong answers,
good or bad solutions.
is it so lucky to haf girls around u?
u find dat a luck?
u tink dat's lucky?
it hurt me when u said dat..
it's hard to fake a smile.
it takes twice di effort to be happy when in fact ur hart is crying.
4get it...
anyway,as usual.. i allow myself to be happy.
dis few days oways got problems whenever i meet up with him.
WHY?
=(
make me feel veh bad lor..
---------------THROW EVERYTHING ASIDE-------------
hope everything will be better bah.
*fingers crossed*
i will not easily let this relationship die off....
no matter wad, i'll try to salvage it..
even if it means to change da present me..
or to compromise and accommodate.
it is all bcos of L-O-V-E!
my love for him is ALWAYS der n will not fade off to NOTHING.
*mag, stay strong alrite..? yes, i will.
