valley of dreams.

♥ iPhone & DSLR !

Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 7/30/2009 11:49:00 AM

I want that iPhone and DSLR.

I just love the games in the iPhone applications. HAHA!

iPhone - I buy

DSLR - Daddy buy

I hope I can get it.

I've been hoping for it for so long already.

Now, I'm more persistent in getting it!

Everything is fine so far.

Work?

I think not too bad.

Although having difficulties coping in the industry.

As for BF, I think he is coping well in NS too.

I'm also coping well without him.

Had been having lots of fun meeting up with girlies.

Dinner for Leslie's bookout with girlies and guowei on Monday.

The food was not too bad, Sashimi was good, fruit tarts were EXCELLENT!

Mahjong with the girlies on wednesday.

Today going for my Mani&Pedi, like, finally!

As for tmr, hoping that BF will bookout. So I can meet him! (:

If not, then will have to wait till saturday then we can meet.

Anyway, I have lots of craving this few weeks.

1. Spicy Steamboat

2. Shaker Fries

3. Fruit Tart!!

4. Bakerzin Cheesecake

5. Durian Puffs

All the sinful yet delicious food; my cravings (:

Have been having problems sleeping well.

Woke up a few times in the middle of the night.

And I "think" I answered a phonecall from i-dunno-who.

And he spoke to me in wierd language. Like german or spanish.

I'm still in my sleepy-mode, I just hung him up.

WIERD!

Gonna buy 4D and see if "he" will give me an iPhone! :D

*high hopes*

Lack of sleep has been causing me to be moody and emo.

Flu is coming too.

Sigh.

Bye! Ciao!

Hoping my day will end well, cos ytd was a crappy day.

♥ *5years 4months, baby*

Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 7/11/2009 01:23:00 PM

Happy 5years 4mths, Baby! (:

Soldier Lim is serving the country.

Baby has been in army for 3days.

I'm missin' him.

I haven't cried, but sometimes I get teary eyes.

He has been callin me everynight since the day he enlisted.

He'll be there till 24th july.

Anticipating for the day he book out!

Excited can.. hee.

A joke to share with you..

Me: "Darling, rmb to dry ur hair before slping......"

Bf: "I got no hair how to dry my hair?....."

Lol. Wad a joke, man!

This morning I woke up by a msg,

It's baby's msg!!!

I was so happy tht I teared. So touched.

He wished me Happy 5yrs 4mths.

HAPPY!! ((:

I'm starting work this coming monday.

After work, going drinking with colleagues and bosses.

Work from 9am to 6pm at Tampines Safra area.

But I still love my slacker life.

Have to meet up with lynn, yq and kelly soon.

Before their school term starts.

Wanna play mahjong anot?

Next week have to meet up with Jaymee too. (:

Need to catch up with her over dinner.

Ytd I went out alone.

To do my university stuff.

I went to FEP to buy Cheesy Curry Chicken.

Headed to Peninsular,

To collect BF and my graduation photos.

Our photos look good!

I'm gonna print BF's birthday photos too.

Gonna meet aunty then pass her the photos.

Aunty is so sad that BF goes into NS.

Cheer up, aunty~

After collecting our photos,

I headed to Raffles City S.C to buy shoes.

Bought 3pairs. lol.

I love 'em all

It is for my work. hee.

Went to bugis to shop and slack.

Still looking for a nice, plain denim vest,

tht doesnt look so cheapo and rugged.

Had cellgroup after tht and headed home!

Slept early.

Gotta get used to sleeping early and waking up early.

If not i'm gonna suffer when i'm in working life.

Going to TPY alr.

To print pictures and buy books.

Bye, folks.

♥ 09/07/09

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 7/08/2009 01:49:00 AM

My Boy is going to serve the nation tmr morning.
It's a good training for him; To be a MAN! hee.
From this, he'll soon become more mature and independent.
Also, this in a way means he'll be protecting me and his family from enemies. (:

Don't worry, boy.
It's not the end of the world.
We can still meet during weekends.
Even if I'm not in Singapore next time.
Sat n Sun we can webcam! (:
Just tht weekday we can't talk on phone.
Hope we can go through all these together.
After we go through all these 'thick and thin' stuff, our relationship will become stronger.
And, we will have lotsa stories to say abt our relationship.
*embracing every moment*
(:

Take Care, Boy.
<3
<33

♥ Somethings just can't be changed...

Sunday, July 05, 2009 @ 7/05/2009 01:51:00 AM

My mind is a whirlwind now.

So confused.

In a dilemma.

Emotional vs Logical.

Which will I choose?

I'm a very Emotional person, tht's why it's difficult for me to make decisions logically.

I tend to get my feelings involved.

Which is my weakest point. sigh.

Thus, caused me prolonged sadness.

Suddenly, I noe what it means to be persecuted.

You will feel so sad and hurt;

Tht no one is siding you.

Tht no one knows how you're feeling inside.

Tht you don't feel any security and stability.

Painfully I accepted it.

Sadly I bore it.

Hurtfully I see him agreed to it.

And from tht moment, I know everything is made known to me.

It has helped me come to a decision.

It is a painful decision, but probably a right decision,

which is best for everyone.

I don't know how to let my feelings out.

There is nowhere I can vent it.

I don't want to vent it on others.

And I know crying to myself doesn't work.

Suddenly, I feel tht I need nature.

The sea.

The wind.

The rain.

It's time for me to hit the seaside.

To let go my distress.

I just wanna get busy with my own things.

Dye my hair.

Perm my hair.

And soon, I'll work. (:

$$$!

I wanna withdraw from the world.

To live in my dreams,

with no worries,

no sorrow,

no anger,

no pain.

But laughters and happiness only.

(: magdalena (: