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i keep on wandering in the valley of dreams ..
The Sweet Lover

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Magdalena Ho Shi Yun
20th May 1988
21
TP - HR & Tourism (Business)
it's all about you honey bunny.

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Wishes Came True....
-Gucci Wallet
-Gucci Joy Medium Tote Bag
-Ralph Lauren L/S Shirts
-Ralph Lauren Polo Big Horse
-Kate Spade Tote Bag
-Kate Spade Accessories Pouch
-Black Agnes b. Bag
-Purple Chiffon Ruffles Top
-Vintage Polka Dots Dress
-Bronze Flats
-Leopardize Chiffon Top
-Body Shop Fruity Lotions
-White & Navy Blue Intimates
-Longchamp Bag
-UniQlo Spags


More Wishes....
-Black Agnes b. T-Shirt
-White Boxershorts
-More Dresses
-More Tops



Things To Do...
-Mani&Pedi 10/06
-Make Appt for Waxing
-Eyebrow Trimming
-Make Appt for Facial
-Continue Learning Driving
-Continue Learning Piano
-Find Part-Time Job
-Perm Hair & Treatment
-Dye Hair to Natural Colour
-Attend "Studying in Aust" Talk, 30/05

Speak to my heart

Talk to me, Folks. :D








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Welfare Outing Sept - Adecco

Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 9/28/2008 01:39:00 PM

Finally.... Another week passes by.. quite quickly I must say.. Cos this Monday I'll be moving to Tampines Branch already.. No more Yan Qing, Eileen and Lynn for lunch le.. And the food at Tanjong Pagar are nice and cheap! They have lots of yummy muffins too!! hee.


It's not any fantastic week for me.. There were many problems which I have to handle and face it bravely. No one there to listen, no one whom I dare to share with... Just me, myself and I.. Anyway, no one can understand my feeling, cos sometimes, I also don't know what I'm doing and what I really want. I always wished a simple smile can erase all my problems and I can forget about it. But, it's difficult. I always tell myself to move on and not cry when something just hit me straight at my heart.. Just give it a smile and move on, don't ever think back or reflect on it cos tears will just stream down.. I have this habit, which is, I won't turn back and look at him whenever we said goodbye. Cos i don't like to see him walking away from me, neither do i like to see his back when i noe he won't turn back for me till the next time we meet... So, what's the point of turning back to see him for another glance.. It just hurts..


For all this while, I've never turn back after we waved goodbye. I always have the hope that he'll come chasing after me. But i'll still keep telling myself, "Aiyah, it's impossible. Don't demand and think so much. Just walk on. My eyes are placed in front and not at the back, so I'll look forward and not turn my head around to take a glance.." I've never told anyone this before. Not even him, for like how many years already.


Friday I went to my company's welfare outing at Chinatown's KTV. It was quite fun. Sang a few songs only. Cos i'm quite a shy person. Iceman said so too. But he said he managed to break my ice. Boss chatted with me about my work and my performance. I felt happy when they were satisfied with my performance. Got a sense of satisfaction and achievement. I'll continue to do my very best de!! =D . I wanna do well for this Internship. Hee. Xiao Ran said that Boss favours me. Hee. She's trying to recruit me after I graduate. Hehe. I agreed to it, cos she's handling a very good and strong team.



1.) Ethan, Samuel, ME, Amanda & Bruce
2.) Jaren a.k.a Iceman, ME & Boss.


1.) Ethan, Samuel, ME & Amanda
2.) ME & Boss.

P.S: Dad sprained his ankle, and will be home for 12days. Heartpain to see him in great pain. Now his leg is in a cast, and using crutches to move around. Very sad. Pity him a lot. :(

Nothing goes smooth for me.... Let's not meet so often.. I don't want it either.. hmm, since I won't be meeting you often. Till the next time we meet, you take care... I can't msg as and when I like already.. Gotta focus on my work already.. You gotta really take care..

Week 2 of SIP

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 9/21/2008 01:08:00 AM

Ytd marks the end of Week 2 for attachment. hee. Went to meet the guys for dinner at Chinatown. Went to the famous Frog Porridge coffeeshop. But some of us don't like so we ate zhi char. hee. Worm, Shiyuan n Yishan ate Salad You Tiao and Sweet & Sour Pork. Les and I ordered Black Pepper Beef and Beancurd. All of us shared the dishes and was super full. It's very fun catching up with them. Laughed over jokes and riddles. Chatted for about 3hours; meet at 7plus and went home at 10.45pm. I went home with Les, shiyuan n wooncheng. But Les followed us till Clarke Quay and we went on our journey. Reached home around 11.30pm. So late, so tired, so lazy to bathe. But i still bathe.

Wasn't a nice chat over the phone. Don't know why, probably my voice provoked him? Probably I've said all the wrong things? Probably I shouldn't have asked too much. Probably I shouldn't have been so unreasonable and self-centred. Alright, I know. I will change.

I will change.

Probably you'll like the new me. Please wait for change to take place... Sorry for the inconvenience caused as there may be some emotion unstability happening.

YES! It's saturday. It's my rest day.. I slacked and did all the things I liked. lol. I woke up late, eat a lot, watched tv, lie on the bed, watched vcd and go out for dinner with my family. hee. It's been long since I stayed at home on saturday. I wanna stay home on saturdays!! hee. hee. Can watch my MVP Qing Ren oso.

Oh man, MVP Qing Ren so nice. Although I watched it got many times. The story still makes me cry over touching and sad scenes. Ice Man, Gao Xing and Prince...... Oh my goodness. Just find them very charming. Ice Man very muscular, I like his nose. lol. Prince.. I like his character and the way he treat Xiao Xi. He's SUPER rich too. His mum uses a LV Planner. Oh my! Ahhh... Gao Xing, has the Jay Chou look and I just like his features. hahahaha... I like the way Prince woo Xiao Xi, very persistant and truly sincere in winning her heart. He really love her lah. Can do anything for her. This type of man is EXTINCT! Maybe that's why it's only a show. He's rich and also love her so much. Xiao Xi stupid sia.. stupid dao bu de liao.. haha.

Prince tag line: "In this world, there is nothing that Tai Zi can't do"
Xiao Xi tag line: "Don't give up so easily, or else you'll only do yourself wrong"

SIP Updates

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 9/17/2008 08:26:00 AM

SIP
So far so good.... Though it's a little bit stressing cos any mistake can have many impacts, and my colleagues and boss have high expectations of things. So, I gotta buck up and be alert. My boss say I'm not daring in doing things, of cos lah.. I'm still new ar.. If i go ahead without asking their approval, and anything goes wrong they will say that I should have asked thme before doing things. Hmm... so yah, lame.. Oh, have been lunching with Kelly staff (Yanqing, Eileen n Lynn). lol!

Monday
Lunch with lynn n eileen, yanqing had to lunch with her supervisor. lol. Went to meet darling after work. We headed to TPY for dinner. I ate Mee hoon Kuey Dry while he ate U-Mian Dry. Dessert for me was "Da Mai" and he ate Ice-Kachang. Darling brought Mooncake for me. And it's the one that I love! The pastry kind with yam filling. hee.

Tuesday
Lunch with yanqing, lynn and eileen. Lynn talked about her scary nightmare with the "ghost". lol. So lame lah. Now then i realised she is very gossip kind. Went home straight after work. Darling went to meet his friends. hee.
Some things get sour, but I just have to use my smile to sweeten things up, at least before i sleep. So I won't have nightmare or something. lol.

Wednesday
Sour things drag on to the next day, which really makes me very moody and sad. I oso don't want to talk much cos it doesn't benefit anyone. Stay focus!!!! Go work loh.. sigh.. (T.T)

SIP Orientation!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 9/10/2008 08:51:00 PM

2 things to talk about.... SIP and Exams Result.

SIP
Everything was so so fine. Meet up with Cheryl and Erica then we went up ADECCO. Suppose to meet with Xiaoran oso. But there were some miscommunication and we couldn't meet up with her. Called her but couldn't get her oso. So Cheryl, Erica and I went up first. Started with Orientation. It was very dry. It's all about absorbing information only. The room was dark, which makes me lose focus at time and felt like sleeping. Hee. The room got colder.. I couldn't 'tahan'. Keep fidgeting and my fingers were too cold that it became stiff. laughoutloud. Part one of orientation ended. The whole group went to Amoy Street Hawker Centre for lunch. I ate the FAMOUS LOR MEE, which what Cheryl and Jeremy recommended. hee. It's not too bad. I finished the whole bowl clean&green. laughoutloud. We have lunch break from 11.15 to 1pm. So it's almost 2hours. hee. After lunch, Cheryl, Xiaoran and I bought Missy Muffins. I chose the White Choco flavour, cos there is a cockroach running pass the Cheese Muffin's tray. So I gave it a pass and chose those muffins that are placed on the higher shelf. hee. It's yummy. I intend to buy a box home one of these days. hee. If happen to work before meeting friends or darling. I may buy for them too. hee.

After eating, we brought our muffins to meet Yan Qing, Lynn and Eileen. Went to MRT station there to eat our muffins while they have their lunch. hee. It's fun talking with them, yea. Cheryl, Xiaoran and I left first because our lunchbreak ended earlier than theirs. We reached ADECCO on the dot. Not too late and not too early. hee. Continued with part two of the orientation, it lasted for about 1hour and we went on to some roleplay. It was quite lame la. But we still gladly did it. hee. All of us were quiet except one guy who is VERY outspoken. To the EXTREME! haa. Jaslyn (orientation supervisor) brought me to my direct supervisors. I've my own work desk. It's the FIRST desk RIGHT INFRONT of the door. boos. Means when there are walk-in candidates, I got to attend to them. oh dear, stress ah. But my direct supervisor is very hip, she very friendly oso. Just that colleagues don't look friendly.

Supervisor: Hi, I'm Min Er, welcome to ADECCO.
Magdalena: Hi, I'm Magdalena. Nice to meet you.
Supervisor: Are you a Chinese?
Magdalena: Yah. I'm a Chinese.
Supervisor: As in Pure Chinese?
Magdalena: Er.. Yah. Why eh?
Supervisor: Oh.. Cos you have the Peranakan features and look. Baba look.
Magdalena: Oh yah! You're right. I've Peranakan blood in me. So maybe that's why.
Supervisor: Icic.. Can see from your look.
Magdalena: Wah, you're very good at looking at people. Can tell straight away that I'm a Baba.
Jaslyn: That's why she's the Branch Manager for HR, can assess people very well.

*magdalena was grinning. First time people say I'm a Peranakan without me telling them.

The whole orientation for the first day ended at around 2.30pm. Went home with Jason and Faatimah. I think I've learnt to open-up already. I can even talk to people whom I just met for hours. I guess it's a positive trait. (: Reached home around 4pm.

EXAM RESULTS
The results wasn't that good. But better than having to take supplementary papers and having to go through the trouble of applying leave and all. hee. All in all, quite satisfied bah. (:

JUST MY THOUGHTS
I dunno why, but i just miss those times that I spent with my friends after lectures and tutorials. Like eating Ban Mian and all. Missed darling too cos we are so used to spending our everyday together even though it's in class. laughoutloud. Being alone having to be independant, learn on my own and deal with clients and candidates make me have the feeling of loneliness and stress ah! But I believe I can cope well. hee.

JIA YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS HAVING ATTACHMENT! We can do it de! 3months will pass very quickly.

SIP Launch

Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 9/09/2008 12:24:00 AM

Went for SIP Launch at 8.45am. Chorpeng and I was on the same bus, but I was sleeping so didnt see him. lol. Being attached to ADECCO Recruitment Agency at International Plaza. Was quite happy with it, although it's the competitor of KELLY. Cos I'm in the same building as most of my friends, just that different level. hee. So we can eat lunch together n go home together. hee. I think it's gonna be fun? This SIP really bonds us, cos we'll definitely rely on each other when we're in an unfamiliar place.

But this is not the case for darling.. I'm just praying hard for him that at least he'll be able to get good colleagues that can slack with him n joke around with him.. Also, "take care" of him.. Just very worried about him.. I'm also very nervous, but didn't wanna show to him, cos I'm afraid he'll be more frightened.. like no more pillar of strength... Chey, wad pillar of strength sia.. Like so 'liao bu qi' hor.. hee.

Today after the SIP Launch, the whole group went opp. to eat Ban Mian. There are Chorpeng, Eugene, Yong Liang, Worm, Leslie, Yishan, Yan Qing, Cheryl, Shiyuan, Woon Cheng, Gretel and Kelly. I think this will also be the last time we eat Ban Mian together.. The next time will be 3months later? or maybe during our on-campus session. hmm..

Kelly went other place whereas we went to TM, do some stuff there. Gretel went home cos she wasn't feeling well. Yong Liang bought a box of CRUNCH Ice-cream, all of us shared it with him. his treat... thanks! It's nice but it gets sweeter as I finish it off.. The rest loiter around TM while Darling and I went to UOB to activate his UOB Gold Card.

Took train down to ORCHARD. Went to Agnes b. at Shaw House, actually to buy Yong Liang shirt. But they don't have his size and the colour that he want. Darling asked him to wear size 0.5, since he's wearing size 1 but it's still too big for him! lol. Headed to Far East.. Walked for awhile and the guys are hungry.. Chorpeng, Darling and I went to eat Ramen. Darling treat me to Gyoza. SUPERB CAN!! Must eat it with lotsa GINGER n VINEGAR! Yummy. (now craving for Assam Laksa). Worm, Leslie, Yong Liang n Eugene went to eat Chicken Rice. Went over to find them then we go and look for Yanqing they all. They were shopping for heels for SIP. haa. Shiyuan and Yanqing bought Chippy! oh dear... Yummy. Keep salivating! Went to Lucky Plaza's Arcade. The guys play Daytona and the girls just watch. haa.



Headed to Toa Payoh. Went to Popular with the purpose of buying a file to put the SIP Logbook. But none caught dear's eyes. But I ended buying a Chocolate Snack, which is NICE! hee. Meet up with the girls who were buying Waffles. Then we headed to NTUC to "shop"? haa.. I bought another snack which wooncheng intro me. CHEESE snack. haa. Went to the interchange to meet worm's friend. Darling and Eugene bought a $2.00 chicken rice, which was oh-so-yummy! hee. Tasted some from darling's. hee. I'm always so greedy. wahaha..

Took bus157 to Mediacorp to support Eileen, C!Star. hee. It's my first time there. Was very excited. really very excited. Sounds like a small kid. The feeling was just so different. Really like a small kid experiencing excitement. Cos it's something new to me. and it's NATIONAL TV kind, like wad yishan always say... on NATIONAL TV leh.. haha.. Yanqing sat beside me and kept peeping at me. haha.. she must be feeling that i'm sucha sua-gu! lol.



Went home with Yanqing, Yishan, Leslie, Chorpeng and Dear. We didn't stay for the Results cos it'll be very late, and Dear is tired. hee.

I guess I've hit on his raw nerve again. I'm sucha shitty person. kan na sai sia! Always talk the wrong things lor. Next time just shut my mouth... There is always something that makes me feel insecure or rather i'm unhappy with.. but i think it's just men's nature.. Anyway, i'm not any better than those girls out there. Just forget about it. Just close my eyes so I won't see anything. Just close my hears so I won't hear anything. arrgh.. Bitter Medicine..! I don't like..!

Home at last. It's a long day for all of us. Watched the Result show, C!Star is out already. ): Very sad sia, I wanna go and support them again! it's so fun! hee. Planning for tmr... hee.

i'm feeling very lousy... feel like crying out loud... too much for me to hold...

Genting Photos.

Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 9/07/2008 09:36:00 PM

GENTING TRIP WITH DARLING, ROXANNE & LAOLAO.


DAY 1 - EAT, SHOPPING & MOVIES.



Went for Breakfast.



*Breakfast at MacDonalds*
Ordered Sausage McMuffin Meal, Darling ordered Big Breakfast..


After Breakfast, went to slack (or rather to sleep) at the hotel's reception area and went for Chicken and Century Egg Congee.


Waiting For Check-in..
*Feeling that it's still long before our turn to check-in, we went to Starbucks to wait. Ordered Hot Chocolate n Mushroom Cabiatta.


*Checked-in*
Rested and washed up..


*Lunch at MacDonalds*
Ordered McChicken Set.. I like the fries.. so yummy. (:



After washing up.. Went for Shopping.. Bought a few stuff only.


*Dinner at PIZZA HUT!!*
Ordered I Large Hawaiian Pizza, Spicy Chicken Wings, Criss Cut Fries and Spaghetti. It's so satisfying! The pizza was yummy.. the top is soft with lots of ingredients then the base is crispy!!


Buying Movie Tix..
Watched Meet The Zohan & The Luckiest Man.
Four of us were dozing during both midnight shows...

More photos are with ROXANNE!! (:


DAY 2 - THEME PARK, EAT N SHOPPING.
Went for Breakfast at around 9am at the Hotel's Cafe. Went back to change clothes and headed to the Theme Park entrance to buy our All-Park tickets(Indoor & Outdoor).


OUTDOOR THEME PARK- Pictures r with Roxanne. Will post 'em as soon as I got hold of it.


*Lunch-ed at Marrybrown.*
Ate Fish & Chips Meal while darling ate the 2Pcs Chicken Meal.. It's very filling..


After that went for Indoor Theme Park Rides. Photos of PART I indoor theme park are with Roxanne. Bought some local products for family then we headed to hotel to put them down n wash up. Went back to bathe n had dinner at HOU WEI (chinese food). Super Delicious.. Ate Assam Laksa.. after a while went to Coffee Bean for Desserts. Dear & I ate German Cheesecake while Rox & Laolao ate Oreo Cheesecake. Woohoo.. Yummy yummy.. I wanna eat again!! I've gained much weight over the 3days at Genting.. My stomach is used to the huge appetite and now it's hard for me to control my diet. lol.


Here's the pictures of PART II,


INDOOR THEME PARK - PART II


Infront of the Haunted Mansion.. wahaha..


We're on the Carousel..


Reindeer Ride..


Reindeer Ride...


Floating Boat Ride..




Touring around the shopping centre..



Last day at Genting loh..

DAY 3 - EAT & HOME...
Woke up around 8.15 to get ready. Did some last minute packing and we headed to the shopping centre for our breakfast. For all the three days, each of us spent SGD$150. lol. Most of it was spent on FOOOD~ Yummy delicious FFOOODD~!

*Breakfast at Burger King*
Ordered the croissant meal while darling ordered BK Breakfast. The hashbrowns was superb. Tasty burger too.. Very shiok..



Pictures from the PEAK!



WE LOVE OUR GENTING TRIP!! (:

See you guys soon..


Photos From Joel's Birthday

@ 9/07/2008 09:18:00 PM

Joel's 8th Birthday Party !


Eating.. Minjie, Baowen, John & Jansen.


Joel opening his Present given by the guys.. Ben 10.


Cut Cake loh!