♥ bored:(
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 2/26/2008 02:08:00 AM
IN THE MIDST OF EXAM PERIOD! BORING~
I hate mugging. I rather do projects.. lol.
IT'S SO STRESSFUL! LOTS OF PROBLEMS SURFACING. AND WHAT, AT THIS TIME?
wrong timing lah.
MISSED DARLING SO MUCH.
SIGH.
HE ALWAYS GETS ANGRY WITH ME WHENEVER HE ASK ME QUESTION AND I TRY TO ANSWER HIM. LOL. DUNNO WHY OSO. BUT JUST FUNNY LA.
WAS BORED, STRESSED OUT, TIRED AND MOODY. so i went to a website where they have MTV and the lyrics of the song. lol. i had my own karaoke session. haa. singing to the computer. I can only sing to the ocmputer cos my i sing badly. even darling says so. lol. really that bad meh?
I DUN WISH TO STUDY. I DREAD IT ALOT. :(
SURPRISINGLY, my results this semester is much better than my previous sem. i believe it is because i have no work committments this sem. so i can fully concentrate in studying. So i have decided on quitting my job once school starts. lol. anyway, SIP starting soon. hope i can go overseas for SIP. keke. *grins*
take me hand, take my whole life too...
♥
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 2/17/2008 03:05:00 AM
It's Chinese New Year .
Somehow, i can't feel the festive mood. Only look forward to the gambling. lol. I guess i'm down with luck, had not been winning. And I don't seem to have luck in other aspects of my life too.
I just hate my life.
Always so dim and dull. Can it be brighter and cheery. And smoother as well. :(
Oh well.
I know nothing can be done. nothing can be undone. Stained. really really stained. Can we start afresh?
I just realise my life really sucks. I've got no confidante. there's only me, myself. I always keep things to myself, bear everything myself, solve everything myself, do everything myself and scream at myself.
What can i do? nothing.
I ask myself and answer myself. Hopeless.
I wish i'm dead. Everything will be settled. but i pity my parents cos they put lots of effort and money in me. i'm stuck. die or don't die. lol. good qns. God, up to u to decide.
♥ BAD DAY
Saturday, February 02, 2008 @ 2/02/2008 11:59:00 PM
cos i had a BAD DAY!
I HATE THOSE PEOPLE. DAMN THEM. sucha copycat!
THERE'S NO TURNING BACK.
I LOVE DOGS, THAT'S WHY I BECAME ONE. LOL!
TWICE IT'S BEEN MENTIONED, TWICE I'M HURT.
PROBLEMS FILLED MY LIFE.
NO ONE KNOWS. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.
I'LL TAKE IT ON MYSELF, STRONGLY...
BUT IF ONE DAY THE BURDEN AND STRESS IS BEYOND CONTROL.
PROBABLY, YOU'LL HAVE TO ATTEND MY FU*****..
cos i had a BAD DAY!
