♥ love me for me.

Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 9/16/2007 10:22:00 PM

♥ CRAMPS!

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 9/12/2007 11:29:00 PM

Yeaterday 3yrs 6mths. went out. so so fun! enjoy it. so so happy! went vivo watch 881 then walk awhile and headed to queensway. after that went for dinner and home. missed him so much, so i tot of giving him a pleasant surprise. that is to give him a call and tell him i miss him. but, oh well, it turns out badly. hee. I don't think i'll ever gonna do this again. it's so turnoff. i hate it. dun ever wanna think abt it. sleepless nite. haa. But i'm fine. we're fine. we're always fine. hahahaha..


oh man..

Today worked from 12noon to 7pm. It's a short period. cos usually it's till 9.30pm. But the closing hour for Change Alley is short and cool to me. hee. Yeap, i was there today. And guess wad, Simone the OM was there! oh my gosh!! i was so stressed that i was practically running around the shop busy serving customer and hang the clothes back. cos i dowan to be seen slacking and doing nothing. haa. oh my oh my. Change Alley is really busy during lunch hour and after-office hour. The lunch hour was crazy, cos Simone was there. so i ran around. haa. quite fun lah. BUT, i realise i was in bad shape. my eyes were swollen. really swollen, so when Simoe talks to me, i will open my eyes very big so that my eyes won't look small and swollen. Then i was tired too, felt like sleeping. haa. But i guess i was awaken by Simone. haa. After lunch hour crowd, there is not much ppl. Then my stomach felt wierd. really wierd. I realised i come that thing, and i have CRAMPS the whole afternoon. pain till cannot tolerate. ate 2panadol and drank lots of hot water, but it still hurts. luckily it went off jus before the after-office hour. hee. left at 7pm. received my results and i didnt do well, i expected it to be better. sad.. walked arounf Raffles, and i went into a shop and saw the red LV bag which i love and wanted it so much. it cost $599, so cheap! but i'm considering it cos the condition is not very good; the strap is a lil wrinkled and also cos i've already planned to buy Porter Backpack. if i buy 2, then it'll cost mt $929! oh my gosh! that's alot for me. i've to save and work hard lah. but i was considering quitting my job. cos i felt that it affects my studies. I'M IN A SERIOUS DILEMMA. if MONEY dropped down, den it solves my problem. haa. or strike 4D, TOTO and Big Sweep. haha.

okay, i noe i'm dreaming.. haa.

I got so many things wanna buy, but no money. arhhh!! i'm so tight in the pocket..

Another problem resurfaced. i'm so sick of it. why on earth is there sucha lame person? so stupid. got nothing better to do. haa. oh well, forget abt her. BITCH!

next 2days i have work. 5-close. suppose to meet up with him. but it's put off.. hais. sian. nvm lah, can slack at home then go work lor. or mayb go walk walk at Bugis then go work. hee. so sian so sian.. no motivation oready..

MANY PROBLEMS MANY PROBLEMS. you name it i have it. PROBLEMS FOR SALE. 100% DISCOUNT. BUY 1 GET 10 FREE.
(This is so cool, only problems are free. other things so expensive.)

loves,
magdalena.

♥ cooling in progress..

Thursday, September 06, 2007 @ 9/06/2007 04:59:00 PM

Have you ever wondered?

I always envy those people who are born with a silver spoon. We're living on the same earth, and God also tells us that all of us are equal. But why are there filthy rich people and desperately poor people. How equal can all of us be? I wonder.. But if God make us all the same, then there is no differentiation at all rite? There won't be poor and rich, pretty and ugly, happy and sad nor smart and stupid.. And life would be all so boring cos everyone is the same.

Cooling in progress..
It's been 2days, it feels like I've started to get used to it. Excepr for before going to bed I will keep thinking. Sometimes even teared a lil'. And sometimes in the day, my phone seems to be quiet. Then I will keep checking it. So stupid of me. I know it won't ring, but I keep checking. But today I didn't check my phone. I guess I jus need to cool down, be isolated and left all alone. So that I can reflect and think through. What's going on in my life? Am I living to the life that I have always wanted? I used to think that I've the answers to all the problems in my life, but I know that life doesn't always go my way. So I gotta find the answers to my problems.

I am what I am..
I am Magdalena and always will be. I guess I have given much and sacrificed almost everything. And that's all I have. I've sacrificed many of my secondary friends and alot of my time. I'm totally broked. I don't have anything. I just have myself and a heart that is uniquely Magdalena. I didn't do anything to change you, so don't do anything to change me to who you want me to be. I respected you alot. I didn't argue with you and did not spoil your reputation or integrity, so don't push me too far. I might not take it and may snap anytime.

Going off for dinner with cousins, my childhood cousins. Long time since we had a gathering. Hee. Goodbye.

Take care folks. Hope you have a life that u want. :))

♥ Exams over!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 9/04/2007 09:17:00 PM

Wee~
Exams are over.
I'm so glad that i don't have to mug anymore.
Don't have to sleep late to study.
Can watch TV all i want.
Can go out watch movie and shopping.
YES!
Happy~

Exams ended last thurs.
All the papers were manageable.
After thurs paper ended, we went to town.
Baowen and him bought Levi's Jeans.
It's nice.
Had dinner at Food Republic.
After that went home.

Friday & Saturday he have 3on3.
So Friday i stayed at home and rot.
It was so so boring.
Saturday i went to Suntec with my family.
I bought my Fujitsu Laptop and Rockport Shoes!
So happy.
Thanks Daddy!
HEES.
He bought Olympus waterproof camera.
Very cool.
But i was still moody these 2 days.


Sunday nothing much.
Slacked at home then went to church.
After church went to my grandparents' place to celebrate my ah gong's birthday.
Quite fun cos we played abit of mahjong.
Didn't win though, tied a few rounds.
Not bad lah huh.
Haa.
Went home and he msg-ed me, quite late.
But nvm, i watched tv and slept quite late.
We msged and msged.

Monday he accompanied me to do my threading.
Then we went to Bugis Street.
It was raining cats and dogs the whole day.
We get drenched and dried, drenched and dried for so many times.
And it's a miracle none of us fall ill.
Haa.
Went to CDC to book my driving lessons.
Only till October then can start. Quite long.
After that he sent me home. drenched again.
We ate Durians and Fried Tang Hoon. Nice. =)
After that sent him out to the bus stop.
He have school trng.
At nite i played mahjong, won 10bucks.
Then i received a msg from him,
he injured his pinky.
oh dear. was hartpain when i read.
he kept saying he's in pain, and my hart will be pain.
Can't bear to see people in pain.
So i say tmr pei him go see Sinseh.

TUESDAY; 040907
Woke up 8.15am to get prepared, cos we're meeting 9.30am at the clinic.
Left house at 8.55am. Waited for the bus quite long.
Then nvm, the bus was slow and was caught in a small traffic jam.
I was late for abt 5mins.
He went in w/o me lo.
sigh.
so i waited outside.
When he came out, he looks angry and unhappy.
I wonder why.
don't wanna say much about such things.
Anyway, it jus didnt turn out well.
I didnt get to watch 881.
Gonna catch it myself then.
dasdasdas.

Movies to catch:
-881
-Evan Almighty
-Ratatouille

Work starts tomorrow. 12-close.
After that, mon. wed. thurs. and fri. i'm working.
mon&wed: 12-close
thurs&fri: 5-close.

CHIONG all the way liao lah. who cares man.
broke oready. :(