♥ Sick

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 5/08/2007 05:14:00 PM

Sick. flu and cough.
Feeling terrible.

Did not go to work ytd. Instead, i took cab with melvin then he alight at CDC while i continue the ride to Geylang Polyclinic. Gotta wait like 3hrs plus, so i gave up and walked out to find a private clinic. My head was so heavy, my nose is running like tapwater and im very tired. Moreover, im sweating all over. Found a clinic and ot to know that it's lunch hour. doctor will only be in at 2pm. so i waited for half an hour. at that point of time, i so much wanted to knock the clinic down. hee. Miss him so much. In my heart, i wanted him to be by my side, take care of me and accompany me. but he has school and trng. oh wells:(

Took medicine and sleep so well. hee. wake up and talked on fone. ended unhappily. sigh. cried till im tired then i slept through the nite. so nice to slp la. no dreams, no wake-ups and dun have the urge to go toilet. sweet and tight sleep:)

Finally, i felt better. Went to school as usual. but didnt go to work, instead, spent time with him. cos we didnt go out for quite some time oready. Met him for lunch at Biz Park. Then we headed to Cathay, deciding to watch 200pounds Beauty. But.... Last screening was in the morning. so, we rushed all the way to Cineleisure to catch the 1.35pm show. reached there, the person said "Sorry, sold out.." oh gawd, it was like... i came all the way and there's no tix.. sigh. a lil disappointed lor. sigh. walked and took bus around town and went to Great World. after that bus-ed home. Slept on bus.. Jus nice when i woke up, we have to alight. hee. phew~

Oh.. My birthday is coming soon.. i'll be holding a small party cum gathering.. :)

miissing him;
magdalena:)

♥ confused and stressed

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 5/02/2007 05:14:00 PM

confused.
really confused.


alrites, many things happen. the good as well as the bad, but i've yet learn to let go of the bad. ah! teach me how to let it go. i have to let it go. no use holding it and let it keep hurting me. it sucks! totally sucks! i dowan it to take control of my life. i jus couldn't start thinking which makes me become teary teary. sigh.

enjoyed myself with him at Melvin's birthday party. reached home around 4plus. slept till 9am and woke up. i tot drinking alcohol will make one slp well? why huh? haa. in addition, i had a very bad dream. a super unpleasant dream. you all wouldn't wanna hear it as well. it's filled with disappointment and sorrows. i can't imagine if dat would ever happen. oh dream, pls shun from me.. don't disturb my happiness.

alright, shall talk about today.. Today.. hee. i oso dunno what to say. as usual, went to school. he didnt turn up to buy notes with me. so i went alone, got everything and went to the LT. After French and Jap lect i tagged along with him to Lab to do some notices. after that i went to class. and then came my problems. argh. i'm so sick of it.

I dunno wad to do. seriously. sigh. i wish i can spill everything to someone and not keep it to myself anymore. or a shoulder to cry on, which will be better.


Loves,
magdalena