♥ love?

Saturday, July 08, 2006 @ 7/08/2006 01:37:00 PM

hais.
problems keep coming in.
m oways fated with problems.
when everything seems fine, der is oways something dat has problems.
da feeling sucks. it reali sucks.

this week nth much lah. jus got back all my papers. did quite ok lor. but wasnt happy with my microecons and POM. accounting oso didnt do very well. jus now chatted with my fren den realise he'll be competing against his team, Minyi. he told me dat 2dae dey're are competing his team today. den tmr is da finals le. waoh, dat's fast ar. lol. he asked me whether i'll be going to support him or wad, n da ans is "NOPE!". hee. kinda pissed off when he ask me dis lor. cos he nv bring me go de. hmm. anyway, it's over. next time he want ask me go, i oso dowan go le. i don't see any point or reason in going. *squint* unless to support other ppl den i'll consider. sians. problems n problems n problems~ argh. today actuali say hao go highlight hair together, but in di end, duno y didnt go oso. called da person to cancel di appointment, den she say postponed to next saturday 11am. i tot he'll be free, but too bad. i'll have to go myself. boos. ='( went out with him. it's like 2wks, go out once. *sobs* he's busy.... busy with competition n bball... dis whole week onli meet up for lunch ONCE! da rest i ate with frens. actuali thurs suppose to meet up for lunch de, but he FORGOTTEN! wad da?!?! u forgotten.... was so so damn pissed when he told me dat he forgotten. n he still dare to msg n sae: "... miss you sia..". so unbelievable. which is true? sigh. *dilemma* hmm. i wanna try to be nderstanding oso difficult. if at least he got spend a lil time with me. i oso wun feel so bad. but now is one week he onli spend 30MINS with me. WTH?! if i didnt showed my anger, we mite not even go out ytd. which means dis whole week from mon to sun, we onli meet up for a solid 30 MINS. well, i oso dunno wad to sae. oways neglect me.. den all he noes is sorry. if sorry is sufficient den wad r police for? hmm, it's oways a repeat of things. nxt yr will oso be da same. da following yr oso da same. dis will go on forever de. lol!! haiya~~ sians ar.. i injured my finger, n ytd he helped me to change plaster. come to tink of it, it's da first time he put plaster for me. sucha caring person. ytd he helped me to carry bag for like 30mins. n dat's oso mayb 1st or 2nd time he carry bag for me bah. blahblahblah.

talked quite alot le bah. oso sian to kip complaining den make u all suffer from my nagging, whining and complaints. share some happiness with u all k? hee. erm...
-My CSA(computer system application) got 37/50! yeah. hee. cos it suppose to be my weakest subject.
-PaceSETTERS, TP's ambassador (CCA). da interview was a success! yeah! m waiting for da first workshop and training on da 4th week of july. hee.
-My oral presentation for Communication Skills, da teacher said dat i did alrite. keke!
-Later going to play badminton with my church frens. =) fellowship with them. hehe.
-I've decided to eat lunch everyday with my frens in school. if got no break den i go home n eat.

yup, n dats some things im happy abt. keke. tho' it's jus small tings, but at least it didnt make me sad. unlike............. *boos* =(

i hurt my index finger while cutting fruits. aaahhh!!! someone must be tokking bad abt me. hee. sister helped me put plaster.*ouch* pain pain. now both my index finger oso got plaster. haa.

guys with all the great personalities girls desire are extinct. =lower.my.expectations=
TLC + C= TLC + Concern. sigh. it's difficult to get de. even TLC oready so difficult, not to even mention TLC + Concern. =( well, everything is fated.

magdalena;