♥ last chance
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 4/26/2006 04:14:00 PM
boos. here i am again, to update abt my crappy n messed-up life. i tink my problems kinda solved. is it? not too sure too. well, but yah, cont' frm my prev post. went through alot dis few days. luckily i had lots of frens by my side hu constantly cheered me up n consoled me. esp,
SHEENA. woots. cheers babe! der r many many more like dos frens hu tagged me cos dey're concerned. thankew ppl... tings come so quickly n it go so quickly, which caught me unalarmed. i hope i've learnt a lesson, dat's to always be strong n independent no matter wad. cos i still have my darling frens in my life. i'll always treasure dem, swear! i dun wanna take dem for granted, cos i noe da feeling of being taken for granted. n mos importantly, i'll love dem always! haa. love u gerls. i've made a bunch of nice gerl-frens in school;
huiwah, ziying & ee lin. had been hanging with dem for jus 5days, n we can tok aniting under da sun. cos we've huiwah, hu tink of topics.. lol! cheers gerls~
from now onwards, my friends will be da ones i love most. hee. tings n ppl dat always make me upset will be ignored, for i dun wan to be sad anymore. i wanna lead a joyful n meaningful life. yeahs!!hmm.. looks like im not di onli 1 going thru betrayal love.. sounds like im consoling myself. haa.. anyway, thanks to my soft hart, dat i gave our r'ship another chance.. i told him it's da last chance.. but i noe in my hart dat i oso dun wish to end da r'ship, cos of da deep love i have for him. he wouldn't understand wad it means to love a person deeply, cos he dunno how to. it's kinda sad tho'.. cos i've to live with it for s long s im with him. anyway, i noe dat tings wouldn't be da same s b4, it'll change drastically.. esp. my perspective of him.. he used to be da purest person n ever-faithful guy in my hart.. but..... too bad, tings jus changed. sometimes i feel dat wo zai zhi zuo duo qing. no gd no gd!! mus change.. i'll make it a point to not be distracted by him.. n dat he'll not affect me no matter wad he do.. cos it's not worth it to brood o'er issues/person dat u noe will nv come to a stop or dat he'll not give a damn abt how u feel.. or shuld i sae, not even in his hart.. well well well.. all my problems n wadsoever, will be my past.. everything will become history.. now, im entering da life of my own; which is to shelve all unhappiness n distractions n enjoy my life with frens, stay cheerful, be independent n strong.. even if it means to put up a strongfront.. i'll do so..
u lead ur life; i'll lead mine ,at our own world..
like i've said, it's not Msquared anymore. n i dun adopt dat anymore. but too bad, my blog add cun be changed.
`missyMAG` [surprisingly, no "sighs" at all in dis entry. im on my way to a happy life!]
